Sabaai

 I tried my boy I really did I've left so much out of this blog in fact I've barley said anything and I left so many blanks please talk with your sister one day she will tell you the truth. I love you my boy. Court has broken me and I can't see any chance of me winning the lies and accusations and litigation and paper work is even more than the lawyer I can afford can deal with. Im on my own with your step mum Becca tomorrow we are going to go it alone it seems and are going to give it our best. We love you Sabaai and even if we loose we will never forget that. My boy your one of my best creations and my life blood I'm half a.man with you not in my life. Find me one day please I love you my little apple boy.