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I tried Sabaai

 I tried my boy I really did I've left so much out of this blog in fact I've barley said anything and I left so many blanks please talk with your sister one day she will tell you the truth. I love you my boy. Court has broken me and I can't see any chance of me winning the lies and accusations and litigation and paper work is even more than the lawyer I can afford can deal with. Im on my own with your step mum Becca tomorrow we are going to go it alone it seems and are going to give it our best. We love you Sabaai and even if we loose we will never forget that. My boy your one of my best creations and my life blood I'm half a.man with you not in my life. Find me one day please I love you my little apple boy.

My amazing boy Now Your 4

Hey, I was just going through my online blogs did you know I've owned over 200 of them, and right now I run over 30 pretty heavy traffic websites. That's the sort of talk and spill I would normally lead off with but in truth, I was going through some of my blogs and I remember this one I actually owned sabaai.org I always wanted the .com but someone has and sells dodgy-looking apartments from it. Anyway, I digress, I came across this blog and saw the picture of my son, and well kinda had to stop and think about how he turned 4 the other day and you know I started this blog when he was two and I thought even if I never buy another domain maybe from now on. I just leave it forever placed on google. look I watched this video the other day on youtube, and youtube suggested it to millions of people, it was a video called an old man's words or something like that it's not important you prob got suggest it too, the thing is this man died. 6 days ago or something and I ...

I love you sabaai

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Hi Sabaai it's dad, I love you mate one day I'll be gone and all that's left is these words. just know I tried my best and i loved you so much. Your me but better and your heart is pure and free of hate. keep being you and don't let anyone change you. I'm so proud of you my son your everything I'm proud of and the only reason I held on so long. Never stop loving. always keep moving forward. just keep going. I'll write more here before I'm gone and I hope you take over this website when that day comes. Never forget me and the love I have for you my baby boy.